Yes, it's been over 3 months since I've last posted on here... so I thought it was about time I did so. I have various reasons for abandoning my blog for so long. One, I simply didn't have the time to continue with sicknesses, schooling, housework, etc. And two, I honestly was going through a rough spot in my walk with the Lord. So, I stopped writing for awhile in hopes to get myself back together and then begin anew. I hope to now do this, though I can't promise frequent postings as our home can be busy at times.
Right now in my walk with the Lord, He's been showing me through many ways how I (we) need to guard our 'gates' to the soul. (ie. our eyes, ears, mouths, etc) We recently took a trip to Kansas and it was ironic that the message was specifically about that! I was both convicted and blessed by it. And so many situations around me are proving how important this is! I am reminded of a song about this very topic that I believe is very powerful. Here are the lyrics:
Be careful little eyes what you seeIt's the second glance that ties your hands as darkness pulls the stringsBe careful little feet where you goFor it's the little feet behind you that are sure to followIt's a slow fade when you give yourself awayIt's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paidWhen you give yourself awayPeople never crumble in a dayIt's a slow fade, it's a slow fadeBe careful little ears what you hearWhen flattery leads to compromise, the end is always nearBe careful little lips what you sayFor empty words and promises lead broken hearts astrayIt's a slow fade when you give yourself awayIt's a slow fade when black and white have turned to grayThoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paidWhen you give yourself awayPeople never crumble in a dayThe journey from your mind to your handsIs shorter than you're thinkingBe careful if you think you standYou just might be sinkingIt's a slow fade when you give yourself awayIt's a slow fade when black and white have turned to grayThoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paidWhen you give yourself awayPeople never crumble in a dayDaddies never crumble in a dayFamilies never crumble in a dayOh be careful little eyes what seeOh be careful little eyes what you seeFor the Father up above is looking down in loveOh be careful little eyes what you seeOn another note... my kiddos are getting so big! Michaela is really enjoying school and reading so well! One day a week we do a few pages in her science and history books... and she LOVES that! I think science is her favorite subject, though she does love reading a lot too. It's so fun to see a child love school so much. I pray the Lord continues to give her a heart that loves to learn, and me the wisdom to teach her the right way.
Hannah is still my little energizer bunny, haha. She and Josiah can get into trouble if left on their own. She is learning a lot too. She's going through a preschool 'program' that she really enjoys. And she listens many times when I'm going through a reading lesson with Michaela. Every once in awhile when Michaela doesn't know a word, Hannah will start sounding it out. It's amazing how quickly they can catch on. The reading book I'm using is "How to Teach your Child to Read in 100 Easy Lessons" and I can't recommend it enough! A couple ladies from Kansas had recommended that book and I am so grateful!
Josiah has his "school" work too. It's basically an old preschool workbook that was given to me, so he can trace or color or do whatever on them. He likes to fit in with his sisters. He's also started copying (mostly) Hannah, and it drives her crazy! Though I do realize he's only wanting to be like her, I have been trying to teach him that it's not nice to copy what someone else is saying. So we're working on that one.
Caleb is growing so quickly and learning many things all at once. He just turned a year old and is just now starting to pull himself to a standing position. He says mama, dada, and just said 'shoes' the day before yesterday. I think he has said "JoJo" too, but it was hard to tell. He shakes his head 'no' and bobs his head up and down for yes or if he wants something. He points at everything he wants and also does the 'more' and 'please' signs. He loves to play and is just a happy baby. Right now he's playing "peek-a-boo" with Josiah around the oven and laughing. Such joys of being a mom.
The little one that the Lord is knitting in my womb is as active as ever! It's as if he or she is saying, "don't forget about me... I'm coming soon too!" Some days I wonder how I will juggle another little one in with the bunch, but I know the Lord will give me the strength I need when this little one arrives. That's why He's given me one at a time, and not all 5 at once. :)
Brian's been busy at work with the Christmas season. But hopefully things will settle down a bit since it's over now.
Well, that's a simple summary of what's going on here in the Jefferson household. I hope everyone who comes across this is growing in the Lord and staying well. As a friend just recently said, "Today I am beginning the journey of daily death to self." Then the Lord will be able to use, shape me, mold me, etc. May you join the journey with me and the Lord be glorified!! Amen.